女人理念

晃一晃，有一个月没写部落格了，并非没有灵感，只是太懒了。
颓废了大概两个星期，回到了我可爱的故乡。
怡保，山明水秀。。。。
喜爱星期日与家人窝在一起的感觉。
睡到日上三竿，跳过了早餐，偷了一口弟弟正在吃的油条，回到了儿时打架抢食物的情形。
很快到了中午，刚巧外婆与阿姨到访，便搭了趟姨丈的便车，一同去吃了午餐。
在车上，外婆，阿姨与妈妈七嘴八舌的谈论起谁的同事嫁了什么人；谁的儿子又娶了谁；
然后，阿姨开始语重心长地提醒我，要嫁，得找一个可靠的人嫁，嫁得不好不如不嫁。
突然，鲜少八卦的姨丈也加了一把嘴：“找个医生嫁了吧！”
妈呀，姨丈也太看得起我了吧！
嫁，谈何容易啊。
随着年龄的增长，无疑地，会开始担心嫁不出去的问题，但却只至于担心；
然后祈求上帝，赐我一个如意郎君。
嫁得不好，被别人说三道是；
嫁不出，也被别人指指点点；
人的这张嘴，这条舌，可真是杀人不见血。

哪个女人不期望一段美好姻缘；
哪个女人不奢望一个如意郎君；
哪个女人不渴求一场梦幻婚礼；
哪个女人不是在秉持着那么一点的信念，相信世界上的某个角落仲有那么一个‘他’，承载着满满的爱，打算无私地传递给你，用爱包容你，疼爱你。。。
因为有心，因为有信，也因为有爱，我们有了期待。
期待得到也许奢侈的幸福；
期待那妙不可言的爱。

愿有情人终成眷属，单身人找到归属，让我们一起美梦成真吧。

夜。纸飞机。

从小， 就被爸爸训练得很属水性。喜欢在水里的感觉， 那无忧无虑的感觉。
从来在泳池里，我找到了我爱的宁静。也在泳池里，找到了无穷的自信。
最近，却有点厌倦了水里的蓝，冰冷的水，让我清醒，清醒得想要逃避。
所以，我爱上了蓝天的蓝，白云的白，徐风徐徐。。。
当然，我无法在天上飞；
但向往飞翔，飞向自由自在的未来。
曾经有人说过，要飞就去飞吧。
但人生，总是有很多其他的顾虑，而我又刚巧是那种常常想太多的人。
也许，我是那种缺乏勇气的人，也多少有点害怕面对失败。
也许，我常在想太多，想太多也许根本不可能发生的事。
害怕别人的冷言冷语，害怕别人的眼光；
就因为这样，许多时候都止步于， ‘我觉得’，‘我想’ 这种想法。
也因为害怕，心事从来都写满在自己的心里。
但，最近的我觉得我的心已无法再承受那许多的秘密与心事了。
结果，我爱上了纸飞机。
纸飞机承载着我的心事，飞到遥远的地方。
小小的纸飞机，无穷的力量。
令我释怀不少。
我与纸飞机的故事，才刚开始。

今晚的夜空，应该也会有一个纸飞机。。。。。。
承载着笑脸，与天边的星星，一同传递美丽的梦。

孤单。记忆。

讨厌孤单的滋味，它像一个无法抑制的恶性毒瘤不断的扩散蔓延，令你坐立不安，力不从心。
曾经，我的身边围绕着好多好多的好友，每天，在他们的笑声中快乐的分享着我们的开心与不开心；每天早上一同匆匆忙忙地赶往去上课；旁晚有时会相约跑步；有时会一同在厨房里，做晚餐；煲补汤。得空时，还会做些甜点，享受嘴里的甜直入心坎。
如今，朋友们各奔东西；大家忙着工作，赚钱，拼命地为自己的未来努力着。
有时，我会想，我也在努力着吗？还是，我仍停留在恍恍惚惚的那是？
行动上， 肢体上，我都在努力着；但心灵上呢？
何其奥妙。原来，我的心仍可停留在从前。
我记得好多好多的从前，好多好多的回忆。
回忆，在一个人寂寞的时候显得格外鲜明，格外令人无法忘怀。
记得我们的笑，我们的泪，我们一同分享的心事，一同面临过的所有。。。
我该向前。
向前面对我自己的未来，我自己迟来的一切。
曾经，我也拥有一股傲气，一股无法浇熄的勇气。
我正努力的燃烧起那微弱的勇气；
那努力迈向成功的自己。


记忆虽然模糊，但感觉永远真实。。。。
愿身边所有人，幸福快乐。
满天的星星，与我们一同迈向以后。。。。。。。。。

我近期热爱～～咖啡

最近，爱上了下雨的午后。。
除了驱走炎热的热气。。。。也洗涤了沉闷的心情。
不知从何时开始，爱上了在午后喝一杯咖啡。。（尽管有时会喝到胃痛）
一杯咖啡的哲学何其多啊。
有人说，别喝太多咖啡。。。因为咖啡因。。。因为会导致骨骼疏松症。。
友人也说过, 一天可以喝不超过三杯的咖啡。
曾有那么的一段时间，实施一旦的下定决心要戒掉咖啡。
但，不到一个月就破功了。
咖啡啊，令人可爱可恨。
咖啡。。虽然爱，却不大会品尝。。
看来，是时候好好的学习，
如何品尝一杯好咖啡了。

一杯冒烟的热咖啡，配上绵绵细雨， 何等的享受啊～～

等一个人咖啡

终于看完了九把刀的小说。
等一个人咖啡。
书中的角色总是令人爱不释手。。。
人生，可曾真的那么完美？
咖啡一直都是我钟爱的饮料 （仅次于巧克力饮品）
那冲调一百杯咖啡之后才会出现的真命天子。。。
那早已注定的月老红线。。。
默默地等待，造就了不只一段天注定的恩缘；
也造就了其它与咖啡离不开关系的爱情。。。
一杯杯的肯亚；一杯杯的爱尔兰；一杯杯的巧克力碎片；
一次次摩托车上的飞驰；
一次次的五星级料理；
一次次的烟火邂逅；
让我无法自拔的沉溺在九把刀的虚幻模拟世界中。。。
看来我也得努力地等待。。。等待肯喝下我特调的。。。
菠萝蜜火龙果大战无糖白咖啡～～

when is time to say goodbye

have always predicted these days coming.. and yet... still tears jus keep come rolling down. It was a night that we would never forget i supposed..had our last night together...busy packing and removing all our stuff from the place that we have stayed for so long.. and officially said goodbye to each other.
It was a hot and humid night.. we were in fact tired but yet still not willing to waste any of the moments for our sleep... to keep awake, we ate my fav dark choc..:P (special thx to terrorist for the kind sponsor..)
ET was busy packing, with a heavy heart i know.
We weren;t talking much, me and SL were there, sitting aside, helping her to tape up all her stuffs. As if, we were sealing all our memories inside the yellow , brownish box. Memoirs of how precious all those that we have gone through.
We spent our birthdays together, from cakes to doughnuts to dumplings...
We spent our study time together, with late night supper, starbucks in middle of the time and waking up each other middle of the night to study...
we spent our holidays together, in each others hometown, doing stupid and crazy stuffs that colored up our life~
we shared our shoulders to each other whenever any of them need it.
we shared our tears, always found comforts and supports under the small hut..
Is such a pleasure to meet all of u gals.

we ended up the night with glancing through all those photos that you gals have taken in taiwan, sarawak and some other places, to capture down all those pretty faces inside my memory...days that we laughed and smiled together.

Clock ticked to 5am... and is almost time to leave. We left the place. 4 of us, had our breakfast inside the car, sharing this last moments of sharing foods together~~~
I drove. With high speed, afraid that we will miss the flight , yet feel gloomy and heavy hearted to say goodbye.
Yet, still have to say it.

It was a tight and warm hug.. that i will never forget.
keep the tears rolling inside my eye... trying hard not to let them roll down, saying that we will surely meet again (yes, we will of cox)

Missing those days that we shared our pillows and blanket...
missing those days that we cooked our dinner and making desserts together...
missing those moments where popo sharing her 'crush' with her tomato face..
missing those moments where we were attacked by terrorist...
yes~~

missing all good old days that we had...
but i believe that friendship never ends with separation, it makes it stronger and more precious with every meet up in the future~~

deep inside my heart...
i would say~~ i'll miss u all...so so much
Take care.

Story Of Us B106....congratulations!!!!

It's been quite a while since i last updated my blog.. And yes, i think i need to update everyone here, whether this blog is being read o not.let;s update bits by bits, months by months.

March, getting on track.. getting myself into the circle of B107, thou it seems to be not so successful...with the unwiped pride on my ownself..but yet, i did all i can..

April, friends getting into final of the final~~ Housemates were so tense up, getting into the mood of final exam. I was in the tense up and all gear up condition, with my warm , blessed heart, i sent all of them into the exam hall ( hope u gals can feel it, with all the soup and tong sui to pamper ur stomach) lol...

May~~~ is the time for trips and fun... and yes.. i missed out all those moments~~ but yet i still appreciate all the souvenirs that i got!! Thank you people.. love u all so so much for never missing me out..

June ~~ and yet.. a month that most of us longing for. Especially B106. Been working so so hard to make the ball done. With lotsa heartache, quarrel, sleepless night, black face, raised up voice when we shouted to each other (and yes, due to some frustration and so much that need to be settled) but yet, we still have fun working together. I will never miss out those moments where needles and scissors are lying all around the floor and we have to hop through tonnes of paper jus to walk to another room... and also not to forget those helpers that helped us out volunteerily..and also food that we ate avtime after one whole day of hard work!!!

and FINALLY..on 3rd June , CONCORDE SHAH ALAM... a day where all our efforts and hardworks will be reveal..
special thanks to committee , Mcee and ah nian , and also amy and sing yee for being there so so early~~~ to help us to set up the place and also a final rehearsal.. thou there;s still some error for the opening part but yet~~~ all in all... is still a successful one I HOPE...

5th june 2010... a mark off for B106ers.. that they finally make it to the finishing line... I was there.. sending in my wishes once again and congratulations..It was a happy day for everyone... those smiles on their face...those shots that we took... those flowers and bears that we sent in~~~
CONGRATULATIONS B106....i will put all our memories in my heart...forever and ever~~~~

STORY OF US B106....a story that will never end~~~