It's been quite awhile since my last post. Not to say i'm too busy but just dun feel like writing something here. Today...a usual day like it always is...until we received a call from my aunt.
My mom's mother's brother oh well in short i called him my granduncle, passed away. It's a shocking news to us. He used to be so healthy and strong and compassionate in his life. He treats everyone so well and even though we don;t meet each other often and i dunno whether he rmb me or not, but everytime we met he will treat us with the warmest hospitality he can ever gave. The last time we met was like two years ago when his grandson (which is my cousin) got marry. We took a snap shot together. I still rmb he said to me that 'you've grown up so much....still rmb the time when i carry you on my hand...' and today we are apart....seems so near and yet we are too far away. There's always plan ahead...where we said we will pay him a visit next time we go penang.... we will do this do that but all those plan....will only be plans that will never comes true. When we got this news...my mom worried that my grandma can't accept this fact...coz is her brother that live with her for her past 70+ years...they grew up together and been through a lot. My mom and I, together with my bro drove to my grandma's place. My grandma already knew this news when we reached her place. She's strong. She knows that her brother left her forever. She just feel bad that she's unable to visit him while he was hospitalised. She wanted to pay his brother the last respect, which is the only thing she can do now.
It rains whole day here in ipoh...mourning for the lost ... this make me feels how fragile our life can be. Not to say that i can't accept that people are leaving me... i truely understand that our love ones will sooner leave us due to old age but this year, there are too many cases. From my friend's friend....to my best mates grandparents...all of them left us. I hate the feeling of being separated apart. I hate the feeling of making me feel so helpless. I hate to sent my love ones away.
Life is full of up and downs....full of unpredictables...full of happiness and sadness...all these make our life more meaningful. I start to think more on others. Showing more of my concern....making my plans into action before it's too late.
I cherish my family...my friends and everyone around me.
So long...granduncle. The sky is till blue....and we will farewell you with our loves and smiles.
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