have been very very busy with my work lately...10 hours per day make me exhausted and honestly i really dun hv much time to think of other thgs except work...
i thought i have already put down and accept my failure...
but..in fact..i didn't...
i just trying to put it aside...to some place in my heart where i realy dun which to dig it out.... a place that i have buried it deep inside enough...
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what m i suppose to plan for my future now?
i have no idea at all..
is like the light that guide me to the end dimmed. when will it light up again? i have mo idea...i know a lot of ppl around me saying that 'it's ok...it's ok' and yes...i appreciate it a lot n a lot.
but, is always how my heart feels.
i just do not know how long more i hv to numb myself.
will tomoro be a better day for me?
...............................................smile....
